Over the course of the last year, I have learned a lot about myself and my development as a professional educator. Looking back at my initial self-assessment, I can see how I have grown in many ways. I would think that my assessments for each of the CSTP sections has improved by at least one step. I suppose my growth has followed these lines... I have always been told my strength is in my working with my students. There seems to be a good rapport with them, and work hard to give them individualized support while earning and keeping their trust. But in so doing, my weaknesses have been exposed. I was often late on paperwork or made mistakes on IEP or Compliance paperwork. My journey through Cycle 5 of the Induction program has given me a number of ideas on how to balance the workload with the use of organizational techniques and stress reduction through mindfulness. While I have yet to see any changes from these new techniques, I am excited to see how it will all turn out.
This year, I tried a number of new things that I had been exposed to through the Induction program. Not everything worked as well as I would have liked, but that is the nature of this kind of program: try new things and see what sticks. One thing I tried was keeping track of my important duties with the use of a board to which I stick Post-It notes. Different tasks are prioritized by being placed in separate sections of the board. I take care of things in the "Urgent" square before I start on the "Important" square, and so forth. I think this will help me manage my time more wisely.
I am almost obsessed with positive reinforcement. I focus on the good things students do and ignore any wrong work or behaviors. I also never let on that I don't think a student can accomplish something. I have some parents that, when I give a student a task, will immediately say, "He can't do that." But I work with the student until they can. I have one student who is profoundly disabled. She is 15 years old, but functions at a 6-month-old level. She is nonverbal, nonambulatory, does not look at stimuli or people and does not respond to anything except a tablet that plays "Finding Nemo" on repeat. Most people had given up trying to get her to do anything. At the end of every session, I picked up her hand and put it to mine for a high-5. After working with her for about 6 months, as she was leaving one day, I held my hand up and she gave me a high-5 on her own. Sometimes it is these small victories that make it all worthwhile.
My coach gave great feedback throughout this year and has been a wonderful partner. Here are some excerpts of her feedback.
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"Mr. Leland provided very
clear and concise objective, directions, and instruction. He questioned
student throughout the lesson. He used his fingers as manipulatives to
provide visual support for the student."
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Now that I have a good foundation in a couple of different school environments, I want to be more familiar with the curriculum. I often have to send a student to another teacher to explain some math or history thing that I have forgotten or was never clear on. I want to be able to address their educational needs independently and have to rely on others less. I will be undergoing a curriculum training soon, and I will be reading over the credits before I hand them to my students.

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